DeaDraco

From the deep shadows  I wirte to you  my friends  and art colleagues ....

Many  things in my life  have changed this  two years ... it  seems   my  life  melt in dreams  unfullfiled, deceiving and dissapointment ... but not everything is lost... I haven´t write since my last birthday, which may i say  was  the greatest Birthday I´ve ever had!!!! So the presence of all my friends  that  night  ( no matter how it ended )  was  maybe   the best  gift  I could receive.

Hope  die last  and maybe hope has never been strong in me but  it certainly is like a virus ...keeps coming on ...  i have all my money  compromise ...and still need a lot more  U_U but I hope  I will  earn it  somehow.

Rejection doesn´t  hurt me  much  any more... i don´t  know if I am becoming  stronger  or just getting used to ... but well ...I keep  calm ... +cause   I remember the  wise words I read once in a movie:
DON´T PANIC

so I keep a towell  near  and the hope  that  next  year  armaggedon will  maake my life easier !!!
xDDDD

whatever !!
  

love U all!!!

for pghotography:

macro lens
UV filter
zoom lens
remote ( for the cammera too)

a 4 exposition Lomo supersampler cammera  

xDDDD no one  is gonna  give me those . .. but  I just  put it because i want them
also Iwant:

an ipod touch ( que fresssaaaaa !!! ... me vale!necesito  musica en mis andanzas)
lotss of new earrings
a scooter (Mini  has  a lovely of course  super expensive one)
a new cellphone ( would be nice)
there´s ahuge list of books  i want, about  photogrphers, tattoos, illustrators, sookie stackhouse series, hitchhikers guide to the galaxy series ...lots and lots of books


and  I want a big party!!!
am i not a simple girl!!!???

sencillita y carismatica

U all!


pS.  OOH YEAH  i FORGET TO MENTION  I have already receive  one cute  little gift ...  i`ll take a pic with  it  for   a new ID ... one of this days  XDDDD ...  and a second gift from myself: a black bag that I really needed and somehow a banner  we end up printing  just because  
.

Hey!!! i just  enter to a contest host  by one of the biggest radio/tv  companys ...anyway just  saying so you wish me luck.
You can only participate in one category so I submit photogarphy
that´s  it n.n

Edit:
Ok ...

no need of luck... I  didn´t made it  !
u_u

Here´s  Kinkei contest entry´s : kinkei.deviantart.com/favourit…
you can see mine  in there!!! and you can see it also in  my gallery ! I like it a lot ...at the end I decide ti use very bright and neon  colors !!!!

that´s  all ...no more things to say, ( at least not good ones .... )

thanks for watching

Hey   dear friends  who read  my whiny  journals!!!!  

I´m in  a better mood  after tons of chocolate, coffee anf  going  out   ( viking style  XDDDD ) !!!
I´m currently  doing a coloring  for   contest  :fav.me/d3kjyts


this is mine so far: fav.me/d3ktfpn

I  want your opinion ...  am I doing good or should I start  again ...  colors are not  definitive so ...there   is no much  to critique, anyway suggestion may be considered ( or may be not since I have some amount of ego back ...    U know i love you   )

so.... that´s  it  

bye  and thanks !