From the deep shadows I wirte to you my friends and art colleagues ....
Many things in my life have changed this two years ... it seems my life melt in dreams unfullfiled, deceiving and dissapointment ... but not everything is lost... I haven´t write since my last birthday, which may i say was the greatest Birthday I´ve ever had!!!! So the presence of all my friends that night ( no matter how it ended ) was maybe the best gift I could receive.
Hope die last and maybe hope has never been strong in me but it certainly is like a virus ...keeps coming on ... i have all my money compromise ...and still need a lot more U_U but I hope I will earn it somehow.
Rejection doesn´t hurt me much any more... i don´t know if I am becoming stronger or just getting used to ... but well ...I keep calm ... +cause I remember the wise words I read once in a movie:
so I keep a towell near and the hope that next year armaggedon will maake my life easier !!!
love U all!!!